I dont need you, Gf!

I hate when someone talks behind me. That goes for you. And i dont even consider you friends anymore! I hate you so called girlfriends! I dont need one for each and every time all you guys did are back stabbing, criticizing and gossiping about me. Owh make it a headline on your facebook status. Like i doesnt know it was for me. To top it off you team up with someone and laugh the heck bout it! Things happen back then when i am so immature. But yet, you asked me to forgive and forget. Hell yeah i did. But did you?

I swear it hurts to see your face still on my friend list. I dont have hard to delete you off it because as usual you guys will make a scene and i am going to be blame again! I am the black sheep often sacrifice due to many evil purposes. And you consider yourself to be witty and charming and you are on the right path. Yes perhaps.

I hate when you called me. Pretending to be okay or apologizing. Gah, i dont know because i am too hurt to answer your call. I know what is coming up next. I hate to see your face smiliing wickedly in front of me and when i asked you claim it not for me when you inte4ntionally put up for me. Shitty. You master the art of acting.

I hate when you YM me. In turn i know i am to be question. For personal question that you know i loathe to answer. Hell, you force me too. All this while i thought i can mend those shattered mirror only to realise all the smaller pieces have turn into dusk. I am not perfect and will never be. I may lie about it in past but not doing it now. Whats your issue against me?

I have built this fortress ages and it is destroyed in just one night. I could not trust you anymore. You shattered my trust my dignity once. I had given you chances to repent. But still it was the same. I am not going to let you walked on me twice because it would be foolish if i let myself. Therefore, you are not my friend anymore. But that doesnt make you my enemy either. You are a stranger to me.

From this day onwards, i am not looking forward to whatever you have to said because i am deeply hurt by you. I decided to undergoes an operation which is to eliminate you from my heart. You doesnt deserves any kind thought. I am not going to fake that i like you anymore. Because i never do like you anyway. To those things you have done towards me, well it manage to hurt my dignity. Good job well done!

You will now be addressed as ghost from past. And i dont have a friend whom i called girlfriend like you. You know who you are. And i know you are reading this. I am not be on par with you by naming you. Its a disgrace for me to even name you in my beautiful blog.

To dear bloggers friends. This is a very immature yet emotional kind of writing. I just have to jot it down to release my stress. It makes me happy anyway. To dear me, you will be okay! Trust your heart. You doesnt need her!