Lies and apology

I am a social misfit. I don't think i fit in anywhere. And i thought lying was the best solutions. But, one lesson i learnt hard. It is wrong to lie. It only got worst when you are busted. People try their best to keep up with you. Until at a point, they can't do it anymore. They are sick of it and they hope for you to change. Still, i don't. It gets harder and harder for me. It is like a disease. And i am sorry. Way sorry. From now on i will try my best and change for the better. I promise to myself. If i can excel in anything this would be a piece of cake. I hope so.

Love,
Xuen Adyla